This song is about how friends treated me and how I treated them. Realizing I've changed and there's no going back to who I was. Also realizing you lose people you love when you get older.
lyrics
Well, I kinda pushed everyone closest to me off a steep cliff looked down at the water closed my eyes and thought I hope they can swim
It took me a long time to realize what 's in my mind like their eyes are my eyes their eyes are my their eyes are my eyes
We all know karmas a bitch because after two semesters I jumped in I found out they could swim but I hit a rock at the bottom of the cliff
I'll drown here or maybe I'll bleed out it's nice to know this is how I'll go all alone
I want to say thank you to all my oldest friends
For not being there for me till the bitter end
I killed who I was to be who I've become I'm fucked up and I'm not even drunk
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