This song is about being depressed and dealing with being a pessimist while attending college.
lyrics
I'm becoming one with my bed trying to fight off these thoughts I over think in my head
I'm in a death-match with my textbook it's slowly shattering parts of my brain
I swear I'm not going insane but when I find that I'm all alone I start talking to myself
I'm in a self built hell and when I find I'm in an overcrowded room my thoughts get a little to fucken loud
They start screaming and yelling making me feel like I should die
They start screaming and yelling making me overthink every little thing
When I get home from class I'll turn the shower on to the hottest setting
Let the steamy water burn my skin off to mask the undying pain in my brain
It makes me want to light up and take a milky hit to ignore all of this psycho bullshit
There's a volcano on the verge of eruption on the inside of my skull
It makes my head start pounding and aching making me headbutt the wall
My head starts pounding and aching can anything help anything at all
I'm in a bloody knuckle fight between my brain and I
And I don't want you getting caught in the crossfire
You'll surely die from this historical brain fight of mine
So take a step back and cover your eyes
Fuck what I said and come over tonight do whatever you can to make me feel all right
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